Greetings,
Last week when awakening from a restless night sleep I wasn't feeling very jubilant or refreshed. Instead I was feeling a disconnect, a kind of apartness with myself. My energies were not peaceful nor quiet. I certainly did not like that sensation! I immediately started analyzing these frequencies and asked The Brothers to guide me to where this disturbance in my consciousness was coming from. Soon after I saw myself in a very large spacecraft hoverin
g over the planet Earth. I was observing the native inhabitants of the planet. They were aboriginal, actually less than aboriginal at that time. They were dark skinned, naked, and animal like. When I saw this I immediately recognized what I had done and I felt so very very ashamed, so much so that I wanted to crawl under a rock to hide. I had been responsible for interfering in the evolution of this earth world sentient species and the planet itself. It doesn't matter why I did what I did, what does matter is that inwardly I knew it was not right.
It doesn't feel good to be ashamed of oneself, but what I interfered in back then still followed through as energy does all these lifetimes, and caught up with me with a big slap in my face (consciousness)! I messed with genetics to try and make the species more adaptive to (we), the visitor from another star system. We primarily used the Earth residents as slaves and they worshiped us as gods. They knew no better. I'm not saying the Earth species was mistreated physically, I'm saying that at their stage in evolutionary understanding they did not have the capability to comprehend The Higher elements of who they were Spiritually, and were taken advantage of, that was not a right thing to do.
My lives ar
e like a 
puzzle. The more pieces that I'm able to put together, the bigger the picture becomes and the more clear everything is. It may not always be a pretty piece that you pick up but once it is cleansed it will fit snugly and shine. I must always take responsibility for my actions past and present.
This lifetime that I viewed was very hard for me to watch, but I didn't look away. I knew that I had to take in the whole enormity of what I did in order for me to release that guilt. Another layer removed and I feel clean again.
I thank The Brothers for giving me the strength to view that lifetime and not crawl under the proverbial rock and hide.
Love and Light,
Lesley
Submitted by: Lesley Heininger on 03/07/2014
Tagged with: Voice of Venus
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Dear Lesley,
Thank you for sharing such an interesting, though difficult realization. It’s a great testimony for all of us on the necessity of confronting our Pasts. Also, by being ‘Ashamed’, you demonstrated the remorse we need for Healing. Facing up to our negative actions from the Past is the way to workout and progress….but it’s tough. I’m sure if you had hidden beneath that proverbial rock you would have found a lot of us under there with you.
This burrowed dude is proud of you!!!!….Love and Light to you Lesley…..Ken
Greetings Ken,
THANK YOU….for your very kind words. When you climb out from under that rock you might need sunglasses for a moment or two until you rebalance,but after that you don’t need those anymore when you learn to live in the Light!
I need to give my house a good cleaning now and then to see if I left behind any trash that needs thrown out. I’ll peek here and peek there and shine that Light into the deepest, recesses of my psychic self in order for the dirt to be exposed. The clean-up is well worth the effort.
It is good that I post not only the more positive side of my lifetimes but the negative ones too!
Love and Light to you Ken,
Lesley
That’s wonderful for you. I love the sensation of having shaved away one of those karmic layers we all build around ourselves. I always find too, that once I’ve unraveled a particular cycle, I’m able to recognize its presence woven into other cycles in my life, and since I know part of the puzzle, those cycles are easier to unravel.
It’s just another way in which our growth begins to increase exponentially, if we can stay the course. The more cycles you uncover, the easier the others are to uncover, and on and on. Keep it up!
Always with Love,
Forrest
Greetings Forrest,
Thank you for the encouragement….I will keep it up!
Love and Light,
Lesley
My dear sister, thank you for sharing this realization. It brought back memories of a similar vision about coming to this world and impacting the development of local natives some 267,000 years ago. But, it was 20 years ago, a time when I was confused and did not apply proper principle. Instead, I entered into a self-recrimination spin – obviously, there was something I didn’t want to see then.
Now, coming back to the light of Unarius and being able to share these lessons with fellow students, this is helping me go further into that vision with the Brother’s help and see it with new eyes, for apparently I have more to see and, from new information learned, I may be subconsciously involved in either changing or veiling information – I need to give this more thought, and I thank you all for the encouragement and means you’ve provided to share and see more into ourselves. Thank you, thank you, thank you … 🙂
Dear Lesley,
How wonderful that you had such an incredible and full realization of your part in a lifetime so long ago! Thank you for sharing this. As I read your words, vivid images suddenly began flashing before my eyes, like holographic pictures on a large screen, and I could see the spacecraft hovering. I could see the events you were describing so well. This tells me I was also one of the visitors from a distant star system on the mission to bring advancement to the primitive earth species we had discovered. Just as you wrote, at that time we had basically benign intentions but we now know our mission was misguided. All these eons later, it a difficult and heavy burden to face the havoc later created due to our interference in the earth residents’ natural evolution! As you so aptly wrote, the people of earth were not sufficiently evolved “to comprehend The Higher elements of who they were Spiritually.”
Realizing my part now, I am also very ashamed! I feel a great sadness for what happened. I too needed to be awakened to this massive negative action from my past so I could clear it and move on. What we did back then is the reason there are so many gods worshipped on the planet today! And the evolution of that worshipping and fighting among different religions derived from those gods brought nothing but strife and conflict to the earth.
When I first went to the Unarius site today and was drawn to read your posting (directed no doubt by The Brothers) I had a headache and felt drained and tired. Now I am feeling lighter, as if a layer of heaviness has been lifted. Reading your reliving and overcoming helped me to find my own place in that distant past and work on releasing the guilt and negativity. Lesley, thank you so much for sharing this! And thank you to the Unariun Brotherhood for the gentle guidance we are given!
Love and Light to you always,
Madilyn
Dear Madilyn,
When you recognized that you too were on this mission from a distant star system to bring advancement to the primitive earth species, do you think this was part of the Orion strategy in developing the Unholy Six? If so, my interest is the question of degree of guilt. In other words, did the participants really know of the Emperor’s ultimate plan of subjugation, or did they pursue their mission with altruistic intent?
Would appreciate hearing your thoughts……Thanks……Ken