It was nighttime and I was in my motel room in San Diego CA. I had just finished a very successful day at Neiman Marcus with a skincare line I was representing. My thoughts drifted back to legal problems I had encountered in North Dakota. Members of law enforcement had told me that they were keeping a bed warm for me, that I was a complete failure and doomed to a life behind bars. I left North Dakota determined to prove that prediction wrong. On this night I felt vindicated, I had established a foundation in California for a successful life. I thought that if I died tonight it would be okay, I had successfully overcome my problems. As I sipped on a beer I thought I could enter some spiritual realm with my head up and a smile on my face. I finished that beer and fell asleep.

In my dream I found myself totally immersed in a silvery-white energy field and I realized I was leaving my body. I also was feeling so incredibly euphoric, the greatest feeling I had ever experienced. It felt a thousand times better than sex. I was leaving physical life with no thought of looking back. As I traveled rapidly upward in this energy field I heard a gentle voice ask, “are you sure you have finished everything you need to do?” There was a split second of doubt in my mind and I woke up.

I desperately tried to fall asleep, to get back into that energy field. Icolor_auras-unarius-united wanted nothing, absolutely nothing more to do with my physical life. Obviously I failed as I am sitting here in front of my computer some 30 years later writing about this incredible experience. Whether or not this was a thousand times better than sex I could not say for sure. It is the best I can do to describe what happened. I also described this as a kundalini experience but I am not exactly sure what that means. I do know that something within me, within my personal energy field changed dramatically that night. My gaze has been inclined upward ever since to a place I envision as my true home. A few months later I discovered Unarius and my rehabilitation shifted into gear.

book_of_light-unarius-unitedGary Kainz

Submitted by: Gary on 02/03/2015

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