I recently visited wife's family in Mexico. Soon as I got there, I started to feel real bad acid stomach and my legs hurt for no obvious reason. My left leg actually bruised behind the knee as if an artery had exploded for no reason. As time passed, stomach pains increased until, on day 5, the worse broke loose. Every two hours, I had to rush to the bathroom with extensive bile purge and vomiting. I could keep nothing down. The nausea was unbearable as was acid, heart rate about 120, blood pressure 175, and I was losing consciousness. I could barely walk and could keep nothing down, not even a sip of water. I spent about 18 hours like this until a family member who's a doctor came over, hung an IV over the bed, and applied several shots of who knows what. I made it back that day to the US but just barely. Legs still hurt to the point I wanted to scream and couldn't walk, and stomach was still upset. Stomach got better over time but legs continued to hurt really bad.
Two nights ago, I had a dream where an individual told me, "Go ahead and speak, won't do you any good." I tried to speak but no one listened. I then raised my voice and forced them to listen, and they did, but not very willing, and I knew I had done a grave wrong imposing myself against universal law. I could not place this dream at the time but a brother brought to my attention the following night a gruesome form of punishment: "hung, drawn, and quartered."
I went silent when I heard what HDQ was and I took it in, slowly. That was last night. When I saw the movie Braveheart, I had to turn away during the last scene and never dared watch the movie again, it made me paranoid. Even the music score causes me paranoia. I never noticed when, but I woke up this morning, did a ton of heavy duty yard work, walked about for hours, and I just realized ... no stomach or leg pains! I felt great. Matter of fact, went to my favorite restaurant, super duper spicy Indian buffet--no problem. I figured this had to be 1200 to 1400 England, that's when HDQ was practiced. Apparently, reason for my HDQ was rejection of the church.
Submitted by: Roberto on 07/05/2015
Tagged with: Voice of Venus
Devotion and adherence I see as the best forms of appreciation, though simply put into words, I cannot thank the brothers enough for their help. It’s hard to describe just how bad I really felt these past few days, and the pain in my hips, knees, everywhere, and how it all went away without even realizing it.
I’ve had a bad case of “untempered” lips, they come lose every now and then to protect and bolster the self. I believe that got me into a lot of trouble as in this past reliving–so before and still to date. They open up unhindered for selfish survival reasons, for something that will affect me, or topics that place me on a pedestal. Ah, them careless lips, and the mind behind it peering into the sand rather than the heavens above. It’s time to part with sand, and its lips, for he that is of the body has no mind in eternal life.
In love with Love,
Roberto
Hello, Roberto!
I’m very happy for you that your caustic, debilitating experience has been healed and your body has been restored to normal. I read your post several times with great interest, and I must say that it comes to me as “strange,” perhaps because I’m attracted to it without understanding why. Since I first read it yesterday, I’ve been seeing a large group of people observing an event in which a man is being tortured–a really dark scene–but they turn to look at me while this is happening. Alluding to intelligence, the observers are extremely low functioning.
I want to understand whatever is here for me, and hopefully you will answer the following questions that linger: 1) Was it significant that this happened in Mexico? 2) In your dream, what did you say when you spoke out and got the people’s attention? 3) What was the universal law that you violated (if the use of that word is correct)? 4)How do your “untempered” lips get you into trouble these days?
I understand when you say, “I cannot thank the Brothers enough for their help.” Honestly! That also is my level of gratitude!
Love and More Light
Na’imah
Dear Roberto,
Some relivings can really be painful. You’re fortunate you were able to recognize the source of your condition so quickly. When I went through my Roman army crucifixion cycle, it lasted for almost a year before I discovered where my shoulder pain was coming from. By realizing that the pain/condition I was receiving, was a result of what I had given previously, the pain disappeared immediately … just like yours did.
By the way, I agree it’s time to part with the sand … and it will only be by studying and implementing Dr. Norman’s Infinite Principles that will let us take flight! I’m glad for you Roberto, as I am for all of us on this journey. By sharing your experiences with us as you have, is a positive help for all of us. Best Wishes Always … Ken.
Greetings Roberto,
What a tremendously painful experience you went through! I’m so glad that you are no-longer entwined with that oscillation and were able to get the recognition you needed for the healing necessary to restore your body back to its normalcy.
As you well know, some of these relivings can put us on the very edge of crossing over and sometimes do. I’m personally glad you decided to stick around 🙂
I will admit that once in awhile (a very distant once in awhile now) those untempered lips (raising my voice) try to surface and I’ve been able to conquer and extinguish. It gets easier now and less do those untempered lips surface. The same will be with you.
Before I forget, was that quicksand you were speaking of? 🙂
Love and Light Always,
Lesley
My brethren, thank you for your most kind and positive words! I shall attempt to bring as much detail as I’ve gathered. I don’t have much other than a brief glimpse. Hopefully, the following information can be of some help?
HDQ was practiced in England mainly to punish rebellion against the crown or the church of England. Catholics were persecuted during this time. I believe Mexico brought players involved in the torture.
I have a feeling that I spoke as a Catholic against the English church and that’s what got me into trouble. In this life, I’ve been most vocal and unkind against the church, attacking them and anyone I deem in error. That isn’t love or light but ego. Students helped me see that vengeful energy, and to respect and value the beliefs and spiritual devotional attainments of others. This reliving was another lesson in loving and respecting my neighbor, practicing kindness and patience, tolerance, and honesty. I still have a long long way to go.
I should clarify my point about Mexico … i.e., when I was in Mexico a couple of weeks ago, I believe I met those that were involved in the torture and put me in a dungeon, not that Mexicans traveled to England to torture me 🙂