In the past few days, I was feeling limp, weak, lifeless, dizzy, heartbeat out of whack, and embattled by negativity. Other than high blood pressure and controlling meds, I couldn’t tell what was going on—spiritual nature of things was hard to pinpoint.
One night, I woke up and immediately felt someone slap my left three toes on my left foot fairly hard, but when I looked, no one was there. Wife was sound asleep, bedroom door was locked, and no one else was either in the room or the house. Few nights later, I heard a slight growl and briefly saw a dark bear-like form moving through the bedroom. I also picked up awful fowl smells that seemed to appear and go randomly. In neither of these occasions did I fear these thought forms, moreover resorted to attunement to clear the air. But three nights ago, things got worse.
I woke up needing to use the facilities and noticed that the room, usually well lit by external lighting, was unusually dark as if a dark cloud hung in the air, so dark that I bumped into wall structures on the way there. I felt very heavy and somehow, how can I say it, unwilling to live on.
While sitting in the facilities, everything got pitch dark and I still felt equally tired or unwilling to hold on to consciousness. Then suddenly, I felt a black vortex form in front of my face and gradually get closer, sucking the life out of me like a vacuum cleaner. For a brief moment, tired, unmotivated, body unresponsive, and fairly lifeless, I felt I had no choice but go into it. I knew what this thing was and I would transition if I entered it, but I couldn’t help fight the force or the weakening body to avoid it.
It all happened so quickly. I felt my body shut down and my spirit literally get sucked into this vortex, but I felt it was no good place to go. In that split second, I realized I was under attack and while partly on my way into that vortex, I quickly said to myself, “NO! It’s not the Light, I will fight! These are obsessions and I’m not going with them. I have lessons to learn, work to do, and books to publish. Just need this physical vessel to hang on long enough to get that done, and leave with the Light when they deem it so.” Immediately, the darkness vanished, light returned to the room, heaviness and lifelessness disappeared, and I haven’t felt this well in, well, a long time now. This happened one other time while at the Center, but I’ll leave that for another testimonial.
The night after, I had a dream where I was in a classroom and I was learning how to design some kind of a device, can’t recall what it was, but I knew it needed energy. Then, an advanced spiritual sister in a flame appeared and said, “Infinite Intelligence is energy. It surrounds and is in all things. Why look elsewhere for energy?”
She then showed me this enormous vortex that encompassed the entire universe. On its lower cone, progressively darkening shades of grey graded toward black. On the upper cone, colors progress from red at the center to violet at the top. Inside the vortex were several galaxies, all spinning about a central core as if stars and supported by the “grand vortex” that supplied its energy, properties, and intelligence including countless atoms and beings within it. I was left with a strong impression of what energy was, a life force, infused into everything we can or can’t see, imagine or not, not electromagnetism per say but “timeless life in motion.” I woke up with a humorous inference as to what we are: “Energy concentrates” (like bottled juice) 🙂
Submitted by: Roberto on 09/08/2015
Tagged with: Voice of Venus
Roberto,
More Light. Congratulations on your achievement of self-liberation in this! Continue to be progressive, do your work!
“Above all, objectify your progress as a development of function with the Infinite Intelligence.” -Ernest L. Norman.
Peace,
Na’imah
Greetings Roberto,
“Energy Concentrates”. I like your description. Congratulations on your triumph, it lets you know that you are using the Principles given to us to gain the knowledge necessary on how to continue defeating the lower negative forces that try to keep us tied to these lower dimensions and waylay our mission of overcoming our lower self wherby we can move upward and forward in a positive progressive way. Good job!
Our Psychic Body is like a galaxy and much more when you stop to think about it for a moment. The “Infinite Energies”, that maintain It are Infinitesimal. We as students are just tapping into this knowledge. When we look all around us, do we see beyond the physical appearance of what our third dimensional senses conceive? In order for that tree to exist, or the fish, or the flower, it too must have a psychic body. When we start to see beyond the illusion which makes up this third dimensional earth world….and we as Unarian students are, then you know there is a very bright future ahead for each and every one.
Love and Light,
Lesley
My kind sister,
My love goes out to you and all Brothers. What joy it is to speak in terms of real reality, to visualize all surroundings as they really are after thousands of years of blindness of sight, mind, and feel–but truth always wins out in the end 🙂 I once struggled as a scientist to visualize all things in the universe as if bumper-billiard-balls, helpless chaos at best. The Science has given me sight to not only see but experience higher bands of energy, intelligence, and how to switch my TV set to super UHF channels … VHF was getting a bit boring, same-old same-old, not to mention all them commercials! 🙂
In love with Love,
Roberto
Dear Roberto,
In my mind, that experience was attempted murder by the lower forces! As you say, by switching your attunement to the Higher Forces, you pulled out of that downspin. Obsessionary power on this level is great and I’m sure this is why Dr. Norman said that we should always try to maintain a 100 percent plus attunement to the Higher Self! … not only for regeneration but for protection as well.
I’m super glad for you Roberto! Good show …well done … and carry on! L&L … Ken.