I dreamed that I was passing through a hospital when I was approached by a nurse offering me a child that was not mine. Without any compassion at all, I refused to take him and didn’t care what anyone was thinking. It was apparent that I was beyond childbearing years, but everyone involved told me that I was his mother and wanted me to believe it. Though I said no, again and again, they were persistent, but I had no intention of accepting what I saw in a blanket.
As the nurse lowered the child for me to see, I looked down at the bridge of his nose; it ran straight across, and the left side of his face was lower than the right. Leaving the hospital, I wondered about him and when I awoke, I still did. About an hour later, I saw the child who had become a man (I’ll call him Cho). His face, with two skin tones, still bore that distortion, and his left eye, not visible to one standing on his right, was dark inside. His right eye was far-seeing like a telescope, and the man himself was deeply strange, like two people, or a man who is a crowd. He grew very tall, towering like a great oak and began to walk around in my neighborhood, seemingly trampling people under his huge feet. But whatever he stepped on simply showed through his feet, unchanged, unharmed. Cho hadn’t yet tried to trample me, but I knew it was coming, and I knew that he would harm me, though he had not hurt others. Meanwhile, I just observed him as he walked about frightening people, instilling horror in those who didn’t understand him, nor had ever seen anything like him.
Suddenly, I was a child, watching Cho, wondering how to protect myself. I heard my father’s voice behind me and turned around. I looked up at him–he too had become exceedingly tall. He pushed Cho over, and when he crashed to the ground like a giant oil derrick, there was no sound. I looked at Cho stretched out, unmoving on the ground, then back at my father who was looking down at me.
“Just walk over him,” he said.
Submitted by: Naimah on 09/02/2015
Tagged with: Voice of Venus
As in some of my other dreams, I think Cho is symbol of my lower self. I usually get them when I’m experiencing or acknowledging healing. MORE LOVE, MORE LIGHT
Na’imah
Hello Na’imah,
I read your posting intently because it applies so much meaningful significance to my own inner struggles. I find myself at times greatly influenced by pressures that, bottom line, are a fear of “my negativity,” my own giant or monster from the id. “Just walk over him” has been my recipe, knowing that fear comes from, of all places, ego.
I don’t want to be negative, unkind, or evil minded, so when I get those feelings I instantly double-think and hide them fearfully, only to burn immediately with fear and guilt because I know inwardly I’m doing something really wrong. The act of hiding them brings even stronger selfish desires, and then more fear of that. i.e., nuclear fusion!
Who am I fooling in hiding? Me, no one else. I “must not” hide this monster or “freak out” by its essence, though I see “Cho” coming my way. I like your phrase “just walk over him” because it reminds me that nothing is going to happen … that I don’t want. I’ll jump and be positive in spite of its voice, change the channel 🙂 The Brothers are much better programming than my own infomercials 🙂 So, let there be LIGHT!
In love with Love,
Roberto
Gosh, Roberto,
Thank you for this beautiful message from your Light:
“…because it reminds me that nothing is going to happen…that I don’t want to.”
This reminds me that we should learn to express from the Infinite Intelligence and not the mental consciousness; that no matter how things look or what we’re experiencing, there is a constructive motion always in action.
I love the Positive!
Peace,
Na’mah
So true Roberto and Na’mah! The lesson here is for us All!! Recognition is the key.
Dear Na’imah
Thanks for posting. This process we are all engaged in, of overcoming the Lower Self, is a huge challenge. I like your method of just walking over it! Unfortunately or fortunately I have seen the representation of my lower self and to achieve your method I would first have to get atop a high building to jump on top of the beast in order to start that ‘walking’ procedure. (smile).
May the Light of the Infinite guide and surround your footsteps … a fellow stomper … Ken.
Lol!!!! Love and Light, Ken!