My day was rather uneventful but in the early evening I decided to take another peek at the Unarius-united website. Roberto had alerted me that the site was now open to everyone, no longer password protected and I was curious. I had also received an e-mail from Thomas Miller inviting me back. The site is impressive, much warmer and inviting and I wanted to dig just a little deeper. I was drawn to ‘Word from the editor’ and although I was aware of most of this information I enjoyed the read. I thought it important for Tom to put something significant of himself here and he did. Then I decided to call it a day and go to sleep. I slipped a CD into my Bose player, a CD containing the advanced lesson course and lesson 13 and I fell asleep. I woke up later, just as the advanced lesson course was finishing and lesson 13 was starting. I slipped back into sleep state and found myself in a classroom with the Moderator. I had often thought to myself as I studied these lessons, that it would sure have been nice to have been present when the Moderator gave these lessons/classes. And now here I was, the Moderator giving lesson thirteen. My attention started to drift at one point but I quickly brought myself back to the Moderator. How dare I not pay complete attention here. As the lesson was coming to an end the Moderator made eye contact and started moving in my direction, those incredible blue eyes focused right on me. I realized it was time for questions and I raised my right arm. For some reason I also raised my right index finger on my right hand. The Moderator smiled and raised his right arm also, and raised two fingers on his right hand, and then three. He asked if my question had to do with spirit. I responded “it was physical but it has a direct connection to spirit.” I asked about something Tom had written in his editorial, about the Moderator losing up to 15 pounds when he spent significant time with a student. I asked if this was happening tonight as he gave this class. He nodded his head in the affirmative, smiled, and went on to address me, but the information addressed my real question. I quickly realized he was giving me information with regard to channeled information and my reliving with Thomas Miller. He mentioned Tom’s name at least twice. I looked around the class for a familiar face, maybe Tom was present. There were perhaps 20 students in attendance but none looked familiar to me. When I awoke I could not remember exactly what the Moderator had told me but I knew that this would be my homework, that the information was now a part of me and it was up to me to draw it into my conscious mind and polarize it all.
It is hard for me to describe how I felt at the waking up moment but I was extremely pleased about the experience. It meant a great deal to me. I have to say my first day of this New Year ranks right up there with the best days of my life. One big clue I have about this reliving is a thought I had when looking over the site here at Unarius-united. I have plans to update, to completely change the look of Unarius.com. I wanted to be sure to make it more beautiful, more attractive, better in every way than Unarius-united and I thought that would be easy to do. But now with this new look you have here and all the information, I thought,” this isn’t going to be so easy.” Of course now I realize that Tom and I were locked in a competition in the past, perhaps better described as a duel, a duel to the death. Another clue is a dream I had shortly after being excommunicated from this site. In my dream it was evening and I was outside, the weather was beautiful, warm and peaceful. I noticed at the horizon, storm clouds gathering and thought we would soon have a thunderstorm. But the clouds moved toward me at breakneck speed. In seconds they were on top of me in the sky and the dark, dark storm turned into a human figure, a titan but even much bigger. I started to run for cover but quickly realized that it was my fear that was attracting this and I turned toward the storm and calmed myself. More and more of these ugly storm clouds came towards me and always at the last second turned into human form. And then I woke up. I realize that these storms with the human face represented me, my past, my sub-astral self, developed over many, many lifetimes of living a material based life, perhaps millions of years’ worth of stored energy. They represent the negative part of the sine wave, a symbol that helps me to understand the Infinite and myself better. So, the secret whispers from you students are true, sometimes I am a negative, sub-astral force. I acknowledge and accept that. Those energies are my homework and as long as I keep this in a present day, present moment perspective and work these events out as my life unfolds before me, I know I can rewrite, reprogram all of this.
This Inner experience has also led to reexamine my thoughts about all those other books, books not from the Moderator that are now included in the Unarius Library at El Cajon. As a home study student reading those books I assumed that the information was all valid, that it all came from the Brothers. I was in error in making that assumption. Those books have some good information. They also contain much misinformation, some of the information is just wrong. There is some interesting reading there but I do not believe they belong in the Unarius Library with the Moderator’s books. It is now clear to me that channeled information will always be distorted to some extent by the channels subconscious mind, unless of course, the mind is one completely prepared for this as was the Moderator’s. He is the clear channel; his books represent my core curriculum. Even he, the Moderator, cautioned that we as students should carefully examine his work.
My Inner experience is an example of where I am at with developing my clairvoyant aptitude, something I must continue with if I want to continue on my pathway to the Stars. I do not have the complete clear picture of all this yet, but someday I will. This reliving with Tom has been perhaps my biggest, most emotional reliving ever, much bigger than anything I ever experienced with the man of many names, Vaughan/Louis/Charles/Antares. One of my great weaknesses has been to elevate someone whom I consider superior in some regard and establish that individual as a leader in my mind. I now realize I can no longer afford to do that. It is time for me to step up to the plate and learn to be my own leader, the Moderator as my teacher. I close these remarks with his words, “That no man shall be thy master; neither shall thou be master to no man.”
On another note, one of my discoveries in my study is that the text of the lesson course does not match the Moderator’s delivery. I have made it part of my homework to change that. I have completed the first five lessons, bringing the text in line with the Moderator’s delivery. I have sent those to Tom. About half way through lesson six I realized I needed to take a break as I was becoming too frustrated with the work. But I will finish this, the 13 lesson course, beyond that I cannot commit. I will provide those files to you here if you want them.
As regards my testimonials, comments, and screenplay that have been taken down from the site at my request, I give permission to have them reinstated if the gatekeeper is so inclined. I would add that I feel that testimonials should be in a password protected file. I just think they are too much for the beginning student and may cause confusion and invite ridicule.
So onward and upward with the New Year, I welcome all challenges as an opportunity to learn just a little bit more about myself and about the Infinite.
Gary Kainz
Submitted by: Gary on 01/05/2016
Tagged with: Voice of Venus
Gary, your dream experience on the Inner with the Moderator was truly special and how wonderful to bring back that memory so vividly in your waking state! I felt a rush of warmth and light reading it and visualizing the Moderator communicating with you in the classroom. Absolutely beautiful, thank you for sharing! Everything you wrote feels authentic and straight from the heart, from the soul, it’s all positive and progressive. What an uplifting lesson and really it’s a lesson for all students as well because the way to work out our past is never easy. An incredible way to begin a New Year!
To have received information and guidance directly from the Moderator as you did is very valuable. It does appear that you and Tom were locked in a fierce competitive duel from the past, hence what later happened this life. While I never thought of you as a sub-astral force in that reliving with Tom, viewing the whole reliving using the sine wave model, I can understand what you’re saying and it makes sense. Actually, when viewing the entirety of our lives, all of us, and in particular those seeking to advance, need to realize that we have varying negative and sub-astral experiences (as well as positive ones) accumulated over eons of time that affect the sine waves of our psychic selves, and all of this needs to be worked out before advancing to the next level in our spiritual evolution. I appreciate being reminded of that as I examine my own negative past, to dig deeper beyond the top soil to the dirt way below the roots of the small flower that’s trying to bloom.
I concur about the books included in the Unarius Library in El Cajon that are not the works of Dr. Norman, and agree that they do not belong in the same library with the Moderator’s work. As you have so aptly stated, the Moderator cautioned students to carefully examine his work. Those later books, those written after the Moderator transitioned, cannot be assumed to be information coming solely from the Brothers. Yes, they may have some good information but we cannot call it all Unarius Science and some of it contains misinformation. In the original works of Dr. Norman, there is no misinformation whatsoever, the Science is pure and clear! I am privileged to have been able to obtain several books when I first contacted Unarius before the Moderator transitioned in 1971. Those early books are precious treasures to me!
Thank you for mentioning the other books written after the Moderator transitioned because I have felt for a long time, and have discussed this with several students over the years, that the only true and authentic works of Unarius, Science of Life are those written and left us by Dr. Norman. Also, the excellent work that you’re doing aligning the lesson course text with the Moderator’s delivery is much appreciated. Gary, thank you for sharing your wonderful New Year’s Inner experience with us!
Love and Light to you always, my friend,
Madilyn
Special Note to the site: Regarding the updated look of the United website and the new dynamic logo, well done and thank you to Tom, Roberto, and all engaged in the design and new look! I’d like to add that although I’m glad to see so much of the site open to the public, I feel that student testimonials are personal experiences and need to be password-protected rather than open to anyone on the Internet. Those not preconditioned may not understand the context of the material in our testimonials. Thank you. Love and Peace to All!
Thank you for coming back Gary. It takes a truly dedicated Unariun student to write so honestly as you have in your above testimonial and I very much appreciate that. I look at it this way: the more the merrier, for the more there are here to help make Unarius known for what it truly is – a Universal Interdimensional Science of Life – the more progressive this world can be.
So many people have the immediate wrong impression of Unarius based on pronounced saucer landings which never happened inferring a “cult” label which is truly unfortunate but if they would dig a little deeper they would discover that Unarius is truly a science about their own spiritual progressive evolution. That there is no one who is going to do it for them, not a Christ or some god and especially not some strange flying saucer people. You have to do it for yourself. Dr. Norman made that quite clear so it is a mystery as to how they (the immediate heirs to the center) could go so completely off track.
I am very happy that you and Tom “kissed and made up” if I can put it that way. The Science and its continuity into the future is more important then our little squabbles and “oh, how dare you” petty senses of outrage. I look forward to the day when Unarius will be looked at as a true spiritual scientifically based interdimensional teaching and not as some short-lived “flying saucer cult”.
It was in February 2015 that I experienced an all-day vision of people traveling to get to the Unarius Site. Some were walking, some were in vehicles and all carried only essential baggage, much of it old, including their vehicles, having left everything else behind in their search for a better life. The people traveled at night; I could see the long line turning corners under the dim light of the street lamps, all going in the same direction, but when they reached Unarius, they couldn’t get beyond a high two-level wall. Ground level, it was made of cinder block type stones and there was a large metal door. The second level was made of strong, transparent glass where fledglings and older birds of various species, brilliant colors and thrilling songs looked in at the Light. All desired to enter. Behind the travelers, in the darkness of the trees were larger, dark birds, perched, anticipating the pleasure of seeing everyone turned away. The people pushed and pushed against the door, as if they knew that what they needed was inside, but they couldn’t get the door open; they only made slight dents.
For several weeks, I thought about that vision, having some understanding of its message.
Now, almost a year later, after reading New Years Day 2016, I saw the Site in a second vision, but it had been remodeled and was beautiful. The ground level floor was made of new attractive bricks and there was no door. The second level was constructed of a different type of transparent glass, and there were many windows (frequency levels) in both walls that went on and on beyond my range of vision. Then I felt a presence in the lower wall. I looked and that’s when I saw the concealed door, vibrating, making its presence known. It was made of beautiful, new brick also and had a will of its own. It desired to remain with the wall to serve its purpose, aware that “All who enter will do so via a window, not through a single door for everyone.” It stands ready close any window to any Being whenever necessary.
Peace and Love
Na’imah
My Love and my Light go out to you Gary. Welcome.
Na’mah – I definitely understand your vision. An Explanation: We began this site attempting to comply with requirements of the IRS in order to be approved as a nonprofit Educational Foundation. The IRS requires that we must have qualified teachers, enrolled students and a curriculum that reflects a graduation – that is why we set up the site originally. The first part of your vision reflects this somewhat closed condition. I take responsibility for this error in judgement.
A couple of months ago, I started thinking: why should we bow to the earth man’s opinion of how we present Unarius to the world. It definitely seemed the wrong way to help promote the Science. I always felt inside that total openness is how Dr Norman would want us to present Unarius!! However, I pursued the original approach wishing to accomplish something which was not in alignment with the Brothers! We then decided to open the site so that anyone can see the whole site without the need to login except when they wish to post or comment any new one – each must then be logged in to do so. This new process reflects the second part of your vision and is how we have revised the site for new people who would come to the site. All present students (including yourself) are already registered and have a log-in in order to post.
Your vision is right on! Thank You for bringing this out!
WOW! What visions! Last night, I had a teaching on devotion and the noble bold efforts we must make, what it takes, to be freed from this plane, and it starts with honesty … all of it, nothing held back. Love is not fear or shame, but the higher self directing what to say. What we hold back we keep from not only those that seek (turned back at the door) but future light bearers that must also do as we have, bare all. Before doing so, I must mention that … it was I that rejected Gary over someone else in Lemuria’s space program and kept him from trying further. Thank you, Gary, for allowing me to work this out in this life. There’s more to come out.
Toward the end of 2014, I starved for polarity and sharing when I rediscovered long-lost brethren through Unarians United with great esteem. I rejoiced when I met Madilyn, Gloria, Tom, Benno, and many others again, and reacquainted brethren anew from previous lives therein. But this time, things were different from my Center days, for those were times when I helped post-Moderator divergence inspired not by an honest heart but inner deceivers. I now seek honesty and have a “no walking on egg shells policy,” as Gary exemplified so worthily, for the deceiver deserves love yet no mercy.
I look upon early testimonials like kinder years and I admit to what Madilyn said, I could have done better than speaking under the influence. Though these were stages of development from which I continue to learn, will I ever be ready enough to adjourn? No, but the Brothers are ready for us, so I attune and silence my voice so theirs is heard; there’s nothing of me I care to promote or save but polarize, leave behind, and into the light emerge. May my testimonials be not for me, but lovingly for those I may help that agree. Though I may consciously ignore who and know not names or needs, the Brothers don’t, through their voice in me.
Recognize and silence the self, be in love with Love, and let the Brothers speak, not the old self conquests seek. Let there be no shame in me but a fearless resolve to deliver teachings to the world, not for my own sake but out of love for truth and all, shared from a higher state that knows what others need so a worldly audience will be best served. The world reads, watches, awaits Unariuns to show how it’s done, so shall we? Let us not fear letting the sun shine in, for now is the time to boldly practice what we’ve learned and make our Moderator—proud. Truth awaits, and needs no emotion … to be correct.
I wish to thank everyone here for their comments. I learned something from all of them. I wrote from my heart. It was my best effort but I must add that I have a heavily loaded subconsciousness and what I see as truth today may be different tomorrow. Every time I have an experience like this I feel I have been totally humbled only to move on to the next experience and find more ego. So onward and upward!
Oh my dear brother Gary, in all sincerity … we love you, my brother! We’re all in this together, and so often I forget that. But from mistakes I learn, further proving we’re the Infinite talking, arguing, evolving with other parts of the Infinite. We have our voices, not well refined. At times its vibrations trigger “amplitude runoffs” in another like a tempting tuning fork, but it is what it is, part of the learning process to evaluate, learn, seek honesty, and resolve until we get to the point we understand and no longer affects us. If we refuse another based on level of achievement, how will we evolve otherwise? That’s what this world is for, to react and learn. What could I do without your words? What could I do without a reaction? I’d be a spiritual “hermit,” stagnant, far from love. Let’s not walkout on each other, ever, let’s stick to it and “take it,” for our reactions are all a fantasy in misdirected misunderstanding, but one we can sure learn from. So, no walking on egg shells 🙂
Out of love, keep it coming, don’t hold back, be honest, hide nothing, and let it all hang out: let us be students. As my kind sister Na’imah so beautifully put it, let’s not be centers with closed doors, for love is truth, and truth is honesty. I think James Taylor said it best in his epic song: “You’ve got a friend.” So call on me, us, the brotherhood 🙂 You have friends. And even though this humble initiate soul may not sound like much, makes mistakes, even speaks with a hard-to-follow Ricky Ricardo accent, he can honestly say … I love you!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=trEwDejTKRY
Greetings,
Yes, the books channeled by Ernest L Norman are the core curriculum of Unarius. This particular curriculum that we have been given is and will be the fruit for the earth world for thousands of years yet to come and more. This core curriculum is but a miniscule piece of a much larger whole. We have been given at this time what we need at this juncture in our stage of development. The curriculum that we have been given is a Perpetual Pulsating Vortex of the Highest Energies to sustain us, and has been inserted into each students foundation. How firmly and secure that Light is inserted is entirely up to the individual.
Unarius is not a secret society restricted for just a few. That would make no sense. That would be trying to put a limit on the Infinite and that is just the opposite of what the Unarius Text teaches. This site was created for ALL mankind no matter who they are! If a soul clicks onto the site, I will tell you now, that soul had already been preconditioned and is searching to polarize. It does not matter if it is just a one time click, browse and look. This may be all that soul had set up to do at this time, to make an initial connection and are drawn to where they had predetermined to make that contact this lifetime. It is not up to us to judge who we think is preconditioned enough and who is not. The individual will judge for them self.
Being a student of Unarius and studying the Principles does not make one exempt from reacting to another student or being reacted by. We have all experienced this in one form or another. We have learned and are still learning by studying these Principles to use the tools to address these disturbances when they come in. We can help each other when these cycles come in or we can continue to let the ego bloom and close one self off.
There is no happenstance that the UnariusUnited site is now open to the public at this time. The cycle came in for a particular student to bring in his skills to help in the process of adding to the enhancement of the site. This particular student not only being schooled on the Inner classrooms for this occasion, but needed contact with certain individuals on this plane as polarities to oscillate with and polarize those energies being used for this site. There too were other circumstances that needed to be dealt with.
To me, the postings by and of the students and their particular testimonials are like diaries if I may use that word. They are giving of them self their journey from a distant past that was dark in their deeds toward mankind and of course them self, and this includes myself, but in between our dark past there were times of Light, and in these times of Light we wept and learned. In that learning we have brought our self to this day and time where we are learning to no longer oscillate with that dark side of our self as the dominate force. We have put our foot on the path of Light and yes, the struggle is hard, but we are stronger for our continued effort to keep that foot on the path of Light until one day, many lifetimes to come, we will find our self living in the Worlds of Light.
When I view these postings or testimonials of students, I realize what I am viewing. I am reading the history of that particular soul who has and is struggling to overcome the physical vicissitudes of an earth world where they have with their own volition imprisoned them self. This is with all mankind who occupies this planet.
I see a Bright Light Filled future, and I see the beauty of my fellow students shining Brightly within that future to come.
Love and Light Always,
Lesley
Hello again
i would make one quick remark here to clarify what I have written in case there is confusion. I love that this site is now open to the whole world. My remark about password protection was directed at testimonials only, that I would feel more comfortable with a password protected file. I was not advocating any change here, simply stating my feeling. I was offered password protection for my write-up but declined. I am fine with following the will of the group.
I recollect that the Moderator was always very happy to receive testimonials from the various students over time. In fact, He mentioned many times that He would like to publish to the world Unariun books that contained nothing but these wonderful testimonials! He also was inspired to write transmissions that reflected various testimonials, i.e. ‘The Tortoise & the Hare’, ‘Astral Flight’, ‘Angels – Demons’ etc.
Webster’s unabridged Dictionary define the word ‘Testimonial’ as; noun
1. a written declaration certifying to a person’s character, conduct, or qualifications, or to the value, excellence, etc., of a thing; a letter or written statement of recommendation.
2. something given or done as an expression of esteem, admiration, or gratitude.
The definition indicates a total positive expression of a student’s gratitude – that through the help of the Science of Unarius and the projections of the Higher Brothers, many wonderful healings and tremendous changes in one’s life take place! There is NO judgement of others or opinions of personal preference – simply joy of the opportunity to work out the many guilt ridden inhibitions and reactionary acts from past life negative experiences. Being removed, this results in a great feeling of freedom from the oppressive escape mechanisms that had made life miserable! Even great physical healings are written to prove the teachings work when one attempts to learn and use them!! Dr Norman always said that a true testimonial prove the Science. The true workout (which is misunderstood by many people who come in contact with Unarius) demonstrate the validity of personal progress – because it generates a great humility and builds character of value which is noticed by all people around the recipient of the apparent yet miraculous appearing transformation!
I definitely agree that testimonials are intensely personal and relevant to the individual student. However the entire Science of Life (Unarius) is intensely personal! Throughout the teachings Dr Norman is speaking to each of us personally – helping us in our struggle to win the battle of self. It is directly established as a ‘personal development program’ inspired from the Inner Worlds. In accomplishing this, He does not name any of us, but speaks the Infinite principles that are relevant to each one of us – according to our stage of spiritual development. This makes the Science different from any other discipline. Every word has impinged the Infinite Intelligence and thus relates personally to anyone honestly attempting to understand. Also, the student should never be concerned about ridicule, because it will be directed toward Dr Norman who is debunking many time hallowed concepts – both of religious beliefs and the 3rd dimensional scientific community. His advanced intellect will intimidate these people who are clinging to their misconceptions and will heap scorn upon Him (as they have since he first began the work). Those people who would criticize would not even get to the testimonials.
Indeed, testimonials are an essential part of the Unariun experience. When one truly works out part of his past, through recognition and realizations, the student automatically wants to shout out to the world of the dramatic and positive change that take place with this new found freedom and wisdom gained! The freedom portrays a complete neutrality toward the negative energy that had previously influenced the student’s life through various illnesses.
And when we witness these fantastic breakthroughs, we all rejoice – for then we know that the soul has taken one more step toward the Higher Worlds of Light!!!